The nausea that was between 8am-10am has taken over and now continuously throughout the day I am ready to curl into a ball and hold my banging head. Food doesn't hold any appeal, whatever I feel like eating, as soon as it's in my hand I don't want it anymore.
On top of the sickness, I've had intermittent stomach cramps on and off for days now, like period pain which being on the Pill I haven't felt these for a long time. I felt unprepared when this gripping pain was clenching my insides, immediate panic set in. Is this a problem? Is something already going wrong? Thank God I had Natalie at work, she had a baby over a year ago and she was so reassuring, explaining the obvious- my womb is growing to accommodate a baby so its going to hurt a bit. It sounds so self explanatory when a calm, friendly voice tells you this, but at the time I was so wrapped up in panic I was just upset.
I don't cry a lot- I'm a tough cookie. But lately all I do is cry at things- happy movies, sad songs, moments of uncertainty, and the fact I am already getting fat and I'm so sick in the morning I can't be bothered to do my eyeliner properly. No wonder they used to put women in 'Confinement'. A dark room, a bed, and no men allowed sounds pretty welcoming right now.
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